Have any of you tried to make a straight person hate you so that you'll love them less?

Well, I'm trying it because lots of other things aren't working. The experience has been quite...liberating. Firstly I'm just loving the fact that I don't have to be treating him like the piece of perfection that he is all the time (because it seems that's that what I used to inevitably do). Secondly, I feel like it's working, and as he thinks less of me, I think less of him. I think part of me thinks that I'm in the right, and so therefore I'm thinking that he's irrational to be acting so annoyed. Anyway, I don't think I'm doing a very good job at articulating this so I'll just send it out there.